Amyelia

As if I didn’t already have enough things to worry about, today my car finally carked it. It’s dead. Kaput. It’s not a battery-related problem because the lights, radio and other accessories work fine, but my car will not start. My brother says it’s a problem with the engine. He also said that, somehow, the engine has been flooded with oil. I don’t know how that happened but, then again, I don’t know anything about the internal going-ons of a car. So now I am left with a dilemma. My car is my lifeblood – it gets me to school, it lets me run my errands and, the obvious, it lets me have a life. I rely on it way too much for this to be happening. I emailed my dad about it, so I’m just waiting to see what he says. He’ll probably be mad. But I seriously don’t know what I could have done for this to happen! It’s probably karma for bumping into that car…and people wonder why I hate my life. I’m continually going through things that justify the feeling! I certainly have no money to fix the problem on my own…God, and this couldn’t have happened at a worse time. I only have one week of school left, but I have to attend everyday due to all the assessments my teachers have left to the last minute. I must also go to school the week after next to enrol. Why? Why? WHY?! I need to go to the clinic to get a medical certificate for being absent from school today. I seriously just want to dig a deep deep hole in the ground and bury myself in it.

-Amyelia