3 more days!
Not counting today, there’s only three days until James gets here! I know; it’s weird and slightly deranged (sort of) blogging my countdown, but I don’t care because I’m excited. Why am I excited? Because I get to see my boyfriend after being apart from him for 5 months! That’s almost half a year; and in that time many things happened that wouldn’t have only delayed our reunion, but may have made our relationship cease to exist altogether. I say this to myself every time, but I’m going to say it again – until it finally happens the way I want it to. I’m going to try my best not to ruin the time we have together. I think I’m the instigator of many of our fights and arguments, although not always without cause. I have no excuse now because I shouldn’t have any insecurities about his ex-girlfriend or the fact that we must be apart for so long. He’s coming here to live with me, for the present, and he’s put up with and done so many things for me that I know he hasn’t done for anyone else, including her. I should be grateful, and I am, that there is someone who loves me that much and they just happen to be the person I love very much also. It sounds corny doesn’t it? But things always sound corny to people who, as yet, don’t know what it’s like. Or the jaded. Whichever.
-Amyelia
